AM: I think that what’s going on with this situation.  It’s like I should be able to…

Betty: The judgment from people who don’t understand is out there for you.  They don’t experience it. So, how can they understand it? They don’t have that experience. And therefore we have to be understanding of the fact they’ve never dealt with some of the stuff we have to deal with. So, how can they understand? 

AM: People have those gifts. But for me I just don’t feel called right now. There’s a part saying, “Why aren’t you doing more, but…?”  

Betty: So, is it coming from inside yourself? So, it’s similar to what I was saying to you. We put ourselves in those places when we’re not aware we’re doing it. That’s what I call the inner pressures. It almost seems like the pressure is coming from without, but it really starts from within us.  You had to get unloaded, because the pressure would cause you to blow. 

Check in to see if you have pressure inside due to unrealistic expectations you’ve placed on yourself. Journal or find a way to get that pressure unloaded.